Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Its for you - keep the faith

""When you get someone that you can share anything with, no matter whats the obstacle you may face. If its worth it. Just keep the faith & with god's willing you will get through it...""Hopeless Romantic Guy

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but you
Make me keep trying
Make my head held high

There's not going to be another person
I'm always gonna love u more
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
When you want something ’good for u
Ain't about how I fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's for you.........

The struggles we are facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
You may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And you,
you make me strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's not going to be another person
I'm always gonna love u more
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
When you want something’ good for u
Ain't about how I fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's for you.

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
Keep the faith
Keep the faith

Thursday, March 19, 2009


its official. i am head over heels for this person.

I cant deny my heart.

Though my head says, consider the situation and condition.

But my heart say to hell, with it.

I am ready for any consequences. Cause i know, if i do not try. i might just regret for the rest of my life.

So, i do what i can. The rest god will decide.

Let the flow begins.

What ever 12553 means. I think 143 towards you.

too soon? well, that is sincerely from me.

Gosh i am blushing.

I am such a goof ball.

nyte nyte. Its 5am and i cant sleep. thinking of KT.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Tagged by aidy

The rule :*Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, andpost it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

The Age Of The Coming Birthday

The Place i would visit

The Favourite place

Ipoh- my hometown

The Favourite Food

The Favourite Things

Nickname I Had

Name of My Love
Hmm.. Has an the the a,e,i,o,u

My Hobby

My Bad Habit

My Wishlist

A succesful model though im only 5'9'

Im back

well, its been so long since i actually blog. i miss my blog so much! well, this is the place where i express my feeling when i am to shy to tell someone or just bla bla bla. hee

well, since im back active, im going to update u guys on 'heal the world'concert by limkokwing, how my second semester is going and things that happend to me. btw u guys should thank someone, cause he made me wanna blog and express myslef again. neways. love u guys. muah!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Vague hope

Well, maybe it's my fate. whenever i like someone, they either cheat on me, physically abuse or just will go far away. Well, my last relationship which was about 6 months ago, taught me on how to be patient. I thank god for that. Cause whatever is happening to me now. Its a "vague hope". but a hope.

Well, yes. i do like someone. but like the title of my blog. vague hope. Full of possibilities. yet. i am a person who says, "what is life,if you don't take a risk". Though impossibility is possibility with challenges.

Hmm... But I am glad that i actually know him. Well, lets face the fact. I have not been going to the gym for 2 months cause of my illness, thus making me a hugable S size. I am not the best looking guy. But i do believe by just being me, i am a charmer. Haha.

But it is unreal. He is nice. sweet. caring. Though i knew him for like almost a month. But it feels like a year. Plus, i have this feeling like - Do you know the feeling when you know that someone is just you wanna be with. you wanna go for long walks with. you wanna do laundry together. you wanna watch DVD on his laps and feed popcorn. yeah, i sound like this hopeless romantic guy, but i am. What to do.....

anyways, i wont deny that im almost reaching to the point of head over heels on him but i wanna know him. if he does have to go away back to his home in NJ. I do not wanna lose contact. but yes i hope and pray, that what he might decide happens (he knows what i am talking about).
and if he has to go, i wanna make him be the happiest person, for his stay in malaysia. so he has good memeories and if he stays. Well he will be facing some really roller coaster ride with me. hahahaha...


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Is like taking out a pin from my vein.

Its never easy to forgive yourself, (self-realization), towrds the things you have done wrong, but it is easy to keep inside. Till one day someone tells you. It may sting like bee, hit you like a log straight towards your face but you just have to suck it in. evnthought its has been 2 years since you stop. I guess you cant runaway from karma. You just want to change yourlife, find someone that you can be happy with. But if i dont get that happiness. than, its ok. maybe im still in debt with my past...............

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Tagged by Ngok

Four jobs I had in my life:
1. Part time juice bartender at JJ ipoh
2. Part time at Beacon Point
3. Freelance home decorator
4. I dont have that much job. Im still young

Four movies/TV series I would watch over and over:
1. Charmed
2. Sex and the city
3. Coyote Ugly
4.Devil's wear prada

Four places I’ve been for the past one week:
1. 21 bar and kitchen at changkat - Khalisa's birthday
2. Seed,Esprit,Guess Ipoh. Shopping lar
3. KL sentral. I went klcc
4. Pangkor.

Four of my favorite food:
1. Pasta - any kind
2. Chicken hor fun
3. Nga choi kai - Ipoh steam white chicken
4. Seafood.

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. At Mid valley. Nak beli seluar
2. Inside of a bank. Nak duit
3. Pulau Langkawi.
4. At my apartment.