my shtor-wee

Its for you - keep the faith

2009-03-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

""When you get someone that you can share anything with, no matter whats the obstacle you may face. If its worth it. Just keep the faith & with god's willing you will get through it...""Hopeless Romantic Guy

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but you
Make me keep trying
Make my head held high

There's not going to be another person
I'm always gonna love u more
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
When you want something ’good for u
Ain't about how I fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's for you.........

The struggles we are facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
You may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And you,
you make me strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's not going to be another person
I'm always gonna love u more
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
When you want something’ good for u
Ain't about how I fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's for you.

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
you....
Keep the faith
Keep the faith

Confession

2009-03-19T05:02:00.003+08:00

its official. i am head over heels for this person.

I cant deny my heart.

Though my head says, consider the situation and condition.

But my heart say to hell, with it.

I am ready for any consequences. Cause i know, if i do not try. i might just regret for the rest of my life.

So, i do what i can. The rest god will decide.

Let the flow begins.

What ever 12553 means. I think 143 towards you.

too soon? well, that is sincerely from me.

Gosh i am blushing.

I am such a goof ball.

nyte nyte. Its 5am and i cant sleep. thinking of KT.

Tagged by aidy

2009-03-18T13:46:00.004+08:00

Im back

2009-03-18T00:34:00.002+08:00

well, its been so long since i actually blog. i miss my blog so much! well, this is the place where i express my feeling when i am to shy to tell someone or just bla bla bla. hee

well, since im back active, im going to update u guys on 'heal the world'concert by limkokwing, how my second semester is going and things that happend to me. btw u guys should thank someone, cause he made me wanna blog and express myslef again. neways. love u guys. muah!

Vague hope

2009-03-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

Well, maybe it's my fate. whenever i like someone, they either cheat on me, physically abuse or just will go far away. Well, my last relationship which was about 6 months ago, taught me on how to be patient. I thank god for that. Cause whatever is happening to me now. Its a "vague hope". but a hope.

Well, yes. i do like someone. but like the title of my blog. vague hope. Full of possibilities. yet. i am a person who says, "what is life,if you don't take a risk". Though impossibility is possibility with challenges.

Hmm... But I am glad that i actually know him. Well, lets face the fact. I have not been going to the gym for 2 months cause of my illness, thus making me a hugable S size. I am not the best looking guy. But i do believe by just being me, i am a charmer. Haha.

But it is unreal. He is nice. sweet. caring. Though i knew him for like almost a month. But it feels like a year. Plus, i have this feeling like - Do you know the feeling when you know that someone is just you wanna be with. you wanna go for long walks with. you wanna do laundry together. you wanna watch DVD on his laps and feed popcorn. yeah, i sound like this hopeless romantic guy, but i am. What to do.....

anyways, i wont deny that im almost reaching to the point of head over heels on him but i wanna know him. if he does have to go away back to his home in NJ. I do not wanna lose contact. but yes i hope and pray, that what he might decide happens (he knows what i am talking about).
and if he has to go, i wanna make him be the happiest person, for his stay in malaysia. so he has good memeories and if he stays. Well he will be facing some really roller coaster ride with me. hahahaha...

For
KT

Is like taking out a pin from my vein.

2009-02-11T13:26:00.002+08:00

Its never easy to forgive yourself, (self-realization), towrds the things you have done wrong, but it is easy to keep inside. Till one day someone tells you. It may sting like bee, hit you like a log straight towards your face but you just have to suck it in. evnthought its has been 2 years since you stop. I guess you cant runaway from karma. You just want to change yourlife, find someone that you can be happy with. But if i dont get that happiness. than, its ok. maybe im still in debt with my past...............

Tagged by Ngok

2009-01-17T20:36:00.002+08:00

Four jobs I had in my life:
1. Part time juice bartender at JJ ipoh
2. Part time at Beacon Point
3. Freelance home decorator
4. I dont have that much job. Im still young

Four movies/TV series I would watch over and over:
1. Charmed
2. Sex and the city
3. Coyote Ugly
4.Devil's wear prada

Four places I’ve been for the past one week:
1. 21 bar and kitchen at changkat - Khalisa's birthday
2. Seed,Esprit,Guess Ipoh. Shopping lar
3. KL sentral. I went klcc
4. Pangkor.

Four of my favorite food:
1. Pasta - any kind
2. Chicken hor fun
3. Nga choi kai - Ipoh steam white chicken
4. Seafood.

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. At Mid valley. Nak beli seluar
2. Inside of a bank. Nak duit
3. Pulau Langkawi.
4. At my apartment.

love story- Taylor swift

2008-12-13T02:18:00.000+08:00

Holiday!

2008-12-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

I am so stress these few days and cant wait for my singapore trip.

My stress is due to:

The fact that i have to do all the planning,interviews and such for my house renovation.
The fact that i have to create a damm good emcee script before 23rd of december
The fact that my loan for my renovation is giving me a headache
The fact that christmas open house is coming soon.
The fact that i have to do all of this!

But thank god for this trip which i will be going by train and staying beside the beach! yes, oh yes.

But what i cant wait is my xmas present that will be coming to ipoh! yeay!

Tag by Hani

2008-12-04T23:39:00.006+08:00

Hani Baby- I cuma letak 2 sebab connection kat sini mcm (*^^$&$@$#!

1) Sertakan tiga keping gambar anda yang anda rasa paling seksi.

2) Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan, mungkin anda rasa senyuman anda pada masa itu adalah seksi, sertakan!

3) Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu seksi di mata anda.

4) Tag 5 orang yang seksi.

5) Selamat berseksi!

Why i think this pic is sexy? well because i am sexy and im in it! hehehe.
I feel sexy when i smoke, plus my smile here is great..
I feel sexy in this pic, because khalisa make me feel hot. and plus this night

Saya rasa sexsi dlm pic ini karena, ash bilang gue nya nampak sexsi disini. Jadi langsung gue juga rasa sexsi...

Siapa saya nak tag?

Yana

Masz

Aimi

Ritzz

Charming

For you.....

2008-12-02T12:46:00.005+08:00

Tears drops,
once again.

From the eyes,
that look upon
a picture of you.

Memories flash back.
My heart feel the pain.
the pain of missing someone
so much.

I dont know
what happend.
Perhaps,
it my fault.
If it is.
I take it.

I am sorry.
I felt hurt,
When you went off
without saying a thing.

I felt like an umbrella.

Your still a small boy,
sayang..
Your a good friend,
just a bad lover.
hehehe...
joking.

But i guess,
my patience
has drain out.
but my feeling towards you
will never change.

Those dates,
you come late.
Those night,
you sleep
like a log.
The ngok & stupid

gosh, how am i
sepose to forget you.

hmm...

But,
i wanna
thank you.
As you gave me
something that i belong to feel
back.
after 2 years.

You make me brave to walk
in the love game.

Thank you.

im currently listening to :-

2008-12-02T12:40:00.002+08:00

Toni braxton
"How could an angel break my heart"

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought
I would die Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe
I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard Maybe
I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
Oh my soul is dying,
it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard Maybe
I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart

Dedication

2008-12-01T19:22:00.005+08:00

well, is coming end of the year soon, so i guess i write about some of the beautiful souls i meet this year

In no particular order

Vanesa@echa

I meet her during my first week of orientation in Limkokwing.

She was standing at the bus stand and i was alone. So as her.

I went to her and ask her about the bus and we became friends.

I remebered our first lunch - Nasi goreng Kampung.

Now she is my sister. My liltle sister.

Forgive me if i have any wrong doing towards you sis.

Abang Kangen sama kamu

Khalisa@Taikache

Well, i couldnt remember how our first meeting was,

but we grew close because of our assignments.

MR.Tee - web tech. Hahaha

Countless nights at her home in Ampang.

She is also my smoking patner/ my big sis/My good friend

Zuzu miss you so much.

Ps- im so happy for. You deserve it! love u lots

Dominique@Dom

Well, we known each other way back since she was in highschool.

She is my Che Che best friend.

Why i like about her is that she gives you the reality of life.

No lies just forward truth.

She is pracrising law.

But her advise really sinks in my heart.

Thanks dom for the advise.

I owe you starbucks!

Yana@Kakakku

Well i meet her, while fetching her from E's place in sri lodging in Wangsa Maju

with Aidy. She is bubbly and full of smile's and her favourite word is "oulls"

She has been my ears when i have some problems and she is caring friend.

I miss her so much.

Plus She can sing and her spirit is pure and soft.

-A rainbow always appears after a storm-

Thats for you sis

Eqa@P*p*k

Hahaha. This girl i have to say, is funny and so naive.

But she is smart. I meet her through echa.

& she also became my lil sis.

Oh god. I remembered i took her on her first clubbing night. Hillarious

A french guy came to her and ask "are you fuckable?"

hahaha

I miss u eqa.

Hani@baby

This is my lil sister which i call adik kecik.

She has this incredible strong heart yet sometimes sangat stubborn.

She has opinion on things and they actually mean a lot.

She help me in my relantion problems. Always telling me i can do better.

hahaha.

I miss u baby sister.

Muah!

Nasa@en.Petani

This guy. Hahaha. He is so afraid of me when we first meet.hahaha

Sebab sebab tertentu. hehehe. Neways, he is a fun guy to be with.

sangat jiwang juga, and romantick. Hmm. hahaha

Always be my pick, when i wanna kena someone.

Wawan@sayangku

He is my lover in my house. Just in block C, level one , house number 8.

hahaha.

a kind hearted person and really down to earth.

miss you wawan.

abg kangen ngan lawak lawak kita donk.

2008-11-30T01:58:00.000+08:00

I am very dissapointed.

My answer

2008-11-28T02:49:00.003+08:00

well, Sly fox ask me what is love?

I cant give a definit answer, but i iwll answer what i feel is love.

Love is a word made of four letters.

L.O.V.E = love

It comes in many forms,

such as,

Love thy nature,

Love thy parents,

Love thy humans,

Love thy animals

and

Many more

But,

the questions is sly,

how do we keep ths love.

Theres break-ups.

Well, when you fall in love.

Hold it.

Its hard to find someone who is willing to love you back.

Not anyone will care for you when you are sick,

make your day, by giving you romantic sms

or simply

making sure you are not alone when you need someone.

When,

someone does these things,

who checks on you.

who tells you about his days,

who ask you how you are.

They love you.

Or,

perhaps

they go a bit futher,

gives cards

or flowers.

But,

you neglect them.

They pain they feel.

They dont usually ask much

as long they are recognise.

Lunch, sms one or two.

If they dont complain,

doesnt mean they are ok.

inside they are trying to be patient.

But

till when?

each of us has limits?

right?

so how?

when someone patients is being test.

He may stand for while,

but one day,

he may fall.

to weak.

to lost in hope.

He tries,

to give signal.

Perhaps,

i miss you sms

i miss card

But ignored

he keeps silence.

trying to keep positive.

Inside he cries.

like a baby.

till one day,

he may say

enough,

enough.

If im not

being appreciated,

why bother.

i better move on.

Im a bog boy.

i cant handle it.

then

dont you find

your lost love

you misplace it.

and

when its gone.

it really is

gone.

Though he may still love you, and care for you. But he cant take it anymore. By letting you go.He would like you to know, that i love you thats why, i want you to grow and appreciate.Thank you fpr what you give. The feel of love. i appriciate it.

the one i still miss,love and care...

End

2008-11-27T14:10:00.004+08:00

he feels sometimes-

He is an umbrella at times.

He is fill in the blanks at times.

He keeps quite, but it doesn't means he has no feeling.

he keeps it all inside. he does not want anyone to know.
he cries. a silence sadness that he keeps inside.

He never complaints, he tries to be understand.
All he needs is a liltle bit of understanding. That's all.

Perhaps lunch, sms. Nothing much.

he hope that person is happy.
so he will be happy.

But he would like to say.

he tries giving signals. He tried his best. He is not perfect. But would like to say, that he is no longer strong. But he hopes that the person, knows he tries all his might. he still love that person.

2008-11-20T15:16:00.004+08:00

Lingers

The smell of your colonge still lingers in my head,

though is been a while seen we met.

The feel of your warm hug,

while im dreaming, i take it till today in my dreams.

The times we fooled around,

i keep it in my journal for memories.

The times i cry,i wipe away,

if i dont, then i'll be missing you.

The smell of your cigirattes,

pall mall,

though i hate it,

it sticks on my shirt.

but it reminds me of your bad habbits

which i like

.............................................

For you......

2008-11-19T17:51:00.005+08:00

French

Je taime

(Juh Tem)

German

Leh liebe Dich

(ick leeber dick; 'ck' is pronounced like the 'ch' in 'loch')

Italian

Ti amo

(tee ah moo)

Portugese

Eu te amo

(e-oo chee amoo)

Spanish

Te amo

(teh ah-moh)

Swedish

Jag alskar dig

(yaag aelskar dey)

Welsh

Cara ti

(cari tee)

Indonesia

Aku cinta Kamu

(ah-ku cin-ta Kaa-moo)

Minang

Den cinto wang

(Dan cin-tow wang)

Bahasa Malaysia

Aku cinta padamu

(akh-ku cin-taa pad-da-moo)

Mandarin

Woo ai nee

(wore i ni)

2008-11-19T17:48:00.002+08:00

I dont know why, but i sure like what i feel now.

Listening to crust, i mean "Crush" by David Archuletta.

Crust is according to someone....

Mariah Carey - updates

2008-11-19T17:15:00.003+08:00

Well, Mimi a 5 time grammy winner will be performing at "The grammy's nominations concert live" . This is the first time that grammy will be anouncing the nominations of nominees in prime time television. The programme is schedule on dec 3rd at 9.00pm ET/PT

Congrats to Mimi as her album "the Ballads - A compilation of her past ballad songs", reach number 1# in the UK charts.
Another acomplishment for mimi in the europe. Mimi entered the top 10 in the ireland for the first time. This is after Mimi's divine performance of "I stay in love" & "Hero" at the recent X-Factor, a reality show in the europe.

As a die-Hard fan of Mariah Carey, Im really proud of her. Go MIMI!

Facebook or Myspace?

2008-11-18T14:43:00.001+08:00

Im more likely to facebook these days rather than myspacing. So yeah.

My facebook profile name is Zuan Arifin Ham, or you can search through my email

Sassy_delicious88@yahoo.com

Bila rasaku ini rasamu

2008-11-18T11:19:00.002+08:00

You know, when you hear a song and it really make u feel what the writer tried to convey. Just try to hear this song that i gotten to know of through a friend.

The first part of the song, i have to say. It is so deep and romantic. The whole song can actually make you cry.

Is a kerispatih song, an indonesian band. It is called "Bila rasaku ini rasamu"
Here is a youtube link:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sfjFfeWiHKE

Lyrics of the song:
aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
seluruh jiwa telah kuserahkan
menggenggam janji setiaku

ku mohon jangan jadikan
semua ini alasan kau menyakitiku
meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti
bila rasaku ini rasamu
sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
terhianati cinta yang kau jaga
coba
layangkan kembali
betapa hancurnya hati ini
kasih
semua telah terjadi
"repeat reff "
aku memang terlanjur mencintamu

2008-11-18T11:04:00.002+08:00

Why speak when there's no action.

Why say, but no follow through.

Why feel for the sake of feeling.

Come on.

If i were a boy - Beyonce

2008-11-17T01:31:00.005+08:00

Music review- Such a great song. Listen!

If I were a boy
Even just for a day

I’d roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted

And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me
If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl I swear

I’d be a better manI’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone its broken

So they think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’d be faithful

Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)

Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)

And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you’ll wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her

You don’t care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy…

Web site creation- part one

2008-11-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

OK, so we actually doing this thing today. After being given on week 5, we choose week 15 to do it. Now that's limkokwing student's way. I am writing this while miss curly wurly is discussing with En. petani about their interface, while Miss madu berdarah is installing dreamweaver for me in my laptop and me, Mr. Aloe vera writing his blog with miss curly wurly's laptop.

Place : Ampang Jaya

In : Miss Curly Wurly home

Time : 5.00pm- next day i guess

Assignment: Create a Web site

So, we have what we need. Chocolates, drinks, cigiratte for miss curly wurly, comfy pajamas and lots of pillows. While En.Petani is so 'Sangap' untuk berenang dalam Miss curly wurly's pool. While i want some champange or at least JD, which we going to have for our english breakfast tomorow or tuesday. I pun tak tahu.

While this mind is thinking about one thing that bothering me since friday, but i need to focus on my work. Part 2 coming soon.

2008-11-16T14:36:00.003+08:00

To anyone.

jika kamu memancing ikan..
setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail..
hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu..
jangan sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula..
ke dalam air begitu saja..
kerana ia akan sakit oleh kerana bisanya
ketajaman mata kailmu
dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup...

begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorg..
setelah ia mula menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya..
jangan sesekali kamu meninggalkan begitu saja..
kerana ia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu
dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi ia mengingatimu..

jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada..
jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya..
dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh..
cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu..
apabila sekali ia retak..
tentu sukar untuk kamu menampalnya semula..
akhirnya ia dibuang..
sedangkan jika kamu cuba membaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi..

begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang..
terimalah seadanya.. janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya..
dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa..
anggaplah dia manusia biasa..
apabila sesekali dia melakukan kesilapan,
bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya..
akhirnya kamu kecewa dan meninggalkannya..
sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya..
boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan terus hingga ke akhirnya..

jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi..
yang kamu pasti baik untuk diri kamu..
mengenyangkan..berkhasiat..
mengapa kamu berlengah cuba mencari makanan yang lain..
terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan..
kelak nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya..
kamu akan menyesal..

begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan..
yang pasti membawa kebaikan kepada dirimu..
menyayangimu..mengasihimu..
mengapa kamu berlengah,cuba membandingkannya dengan yang lain..
terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan..
kelak kamu akan kehilangannya apabila ia menjadi milik org lain..
kamu juga akan menyesal..

2008-11-16T12:14:00.002+08:00

Me.

Flaw

Weak
A wheeper ( its an expresion for people who cries)
Chocolate
Cleaning addict
Magarita (stawberry)
Sex and the City
Like to keep it inside

Good stuff

Creative
Smart
Handsome sometimes
Cute sometime
Good at the kitchen
A good listener
Can handle any news
Have good taste in style

Habbits

Too romantic - Guilty
Dancing in the rain - Try at least once and you get what i meant
Like to go out by myself and enjoy ice-cream and movies alone
Chatter - yap,yap,yap
Send cards to the one i love
Read books

It's official

2008-11-16T12:00:00.002+08:00

Well ladies and gentlemen, I have just Finish my semester. Yup, Next year I'll be a senior. Though that might sound so good, i better finish my website assignment and critical appreciation.

But lets talk about how i celebrate my end semester fiesta! at home. With drinks and a whole lots of Sex and the City. Well, at least i learn a lot about relantionship plus it make me crave for a cosmo. Thanks miss.curly wurly for borrowing me season 4 & 5 complete episodes.

Well, at the same time, there's a sad story to my ease that semester ended. My friend are going back to their homeland. Pakistan for Ali, Mariam & kamila back to Khazaskthan, Wawan back to indonesia, Ayu as well & me. I will be going back to ipoh. Though my heart says, stay here, stay here. But i can not deny my responsibility that i have back home.

Mum is all alone, house is being renovated, Justin getting married and i am helping, christmas is coming and i have to settle some stuff in ipoh as well. So yeah, hectic schedule. But i guess, it would be good for me. I miss my friends - Bead, Camie, Ayie, Phaty. Plus, i am thinking to re-open the old production house for the kid's in school.

I'll be back in january. So it wont be that long...................

T-shirt by Shontelle

2008-11-13T18:54:00.003+08:00

Music Review: Basicly is about a girl whom misses her lover who now has no relantionship with her due to break-up. A catchy song. Too those who misses your Boyfriend or Girl-friend, you will feeling this song. Like me! As long you miss your lover.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvahRinmNlE

Lyric

hey,

let me tell you know

ohhhh baby.

trying to decide, trying to decide

if i, really wanna go out tonight.

i never used to go out without ya,

not sure i remember how to.

gonna be late gonna be late but,

all my girls gon have to wait cause,

i don't know if i like my outfit.

i tried everything in my closet.

(Chorus)
nothing feels right when im not with you,

sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.

taking them off cause i feel a fool,

trying to dress up when im missing you.

i ma step out of this lingerie,

curl up in a ball with something Hanes.

in bed i lay,

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.

hey,

gotta be strong gotta be strong

but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.

i thought maybe i'd do some shopping,

but i couldn't get past the door and,

now i don't know now i don't know

if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i,

couldn't even leave my apartment.

im stripped down torn up about it.

(Chorus)

nothing feels right when im not with you,

sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.

taking them off cause i feel a fool,

trying to dress up when im missing you.

i ma step out of this lingerie,

curl up in a ball with something Hanes.

in bed i lay,

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

(i'm all by myself with)

with nothing but your T-shirt onohhh,

with nothing but your T-shirt on

(cause i miss you, cause i miss you)

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

(said i miss you baby)
trying to decide, trying to decide if i,

really wanna go out tonight.

i couldn't even leave my apartment,

i'm stripped down torn up about it.
nothing feels right when im not with you,

sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.

taking them off cause i feel a fool,

trying to dress up when im missing you.

ima step out of this lingerie,

curl up in a ball with something Hanes.

in bed i lay.

hey hey,

nothing feels right when im not with you.

sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.

taking them off cause i feel a fool,

trying to dress up when im mising you.

(cause i miss you)

ima step out of this lingerie,

curl up in a ball with something Hanes.

in bed i lay,(i would be in bed)

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

said i got nothing but your T-shirt on.

hey,(cause i want to be close to you),

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

i remember when,

you would like to see me,

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

hey,(nothing but your T-shirt on)

let me tell you know (nothing but your T-shirt on)

with nothing but your T-shirt on.

As i promise Che che. Ham's in Blog

2008-11-11T20:31:00.003+08:00

The picture that brought all the ham's together in Facebook

- In this pic there's vanessa, Marc, me, mag, clara, joanne, adrian, Val , Azlan-

Me and my sisters

-Mag & Nadia-

Cina-beng's moment

-Far right is Jonathan-

Our langkawi trip

-Alfred i miss you-

Have fun in heaven

Me and my mum

hehe..

2008-11-11T16:11:00.005+08:00

How can i make it clear?

Sometimes i want to hit you on the head

or Should i play tricks?

I miss y.o.u lar!

2008-11-11T14:47:00.005+08:00

Take my hand,

take a breath,

Pull me close ,

and

take one step,

Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide.

Hear the music in your heart,

it goes with the lyrics,

that written in my mind.

Don't let the music,

be alone.

let it be accompanied by

rhythm, beat & words.

Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every tune will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to sing

You know I'll catch you through it all

Week 14 - laundry, keys and Notes

2008-11-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

Well, if according to my semester schedule, this is week 14, one more week to go and i will finish my first semester and going back to Ipoh. But that will be another story i will talk about.

Well, this week is what i will call "UP and down" week. Firstly, i thank god, for i have done all laundry. One month of laundry. If i were to put it in a formula it would be something like this:-

8.9kg X 4 = Two big baskets = a box of detergent = 2 days of washing= using the whole balcony = a lot of ironing = More cloths to wear.

Also, making me stress a bit is the fact that i wouldface my finals next week, which i am prepared except Web Tech. MR. Tee i tak tahu buat website. I only know how to design saja!

So Exam would be:

Miss farah ( writing 1011) on Tuesday 2pm - 4pm - Prepared
MR. Faizal (Mass media & Society) on Thursday 12pm-2pm - 50% prepared
MR. Razlan (Histo ry of Journalism) on Wednesday - Sumpah i tak ready
MR.Tee (Web tech) on Friday - The last time i took this i got 50/100

So, i must study. Yes. I am. I will. Serious.

This week also, while waiting for Miss Curly Wurly to pick me up & go for class, i broke my key. Not using my senses, i use 2 knives and tried to take my key from the small hole. Ending up me cutting my finger. Which bleed for a while.

So, there you go. My week story. Suka suka je i bagi tahu u guys ek. Hahahaha...

Thank you, Mr.Charming whom introduce me to blog world. Anthing blame him. Hehehehe-

Listening to - "Can i have this dance"by Zach Efron & vanessa Hudggens

What's next? Gym and swim i guess. What else i can do.

Terima Kasih Cinta by Afgan

2008-11-05T18:21:00.006+08:00

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Ouuwwww...
Ouuwwww...

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Shirt,seats,Taxi,Ladies and its wonders

2008-11-05T17:51:00.002+08:00

So, as usual. i woke up at 8.35am sms good morning and went back to bed. Then wake up again at 10am and realize is late as i have class at 12 and the last bus move at 10.30am. Still i took my sweet time as i was very lazy indeed. I went to the kitchen and had my juice, then water with my pills and went refresh my-self. After getting done, i dress up and notice that i wore my shirt inside out & all my notes went missing. Starting to feel like is going to be a bad day.

Next went to bus, luckly there was one. Went in, and took a sit. Wanted to relax myself as it takes at least 20 minutes to campus. The stupid seat is broken. My body went all the way down. Hitting the guy behind me. A good looking as well, but that is not important! I was like- come on, what the matter with today.

Then, as i arrive at campus, i embrace the wind and the beautiful surronding Limkokwing has to offer, and one stupid taxi just had to hon his honky. Spoiling my mood of embracing. "sialan sungguh"

With feeling a bit annoyed, i went to class. Class 28. Mass media & Society. No One was there. I thought i forgetten to check my email for updates but the leturer books was there. So i waited. While waiting. I needed to go the men's. But i entered the ladies. But with confidence i went in, did what i sepose to do. went out and saw 3 girls inside. I blush as red like chilis and wanted to make a graceful exit and thats the time i slip and feel. Yes.

All and all, i had a bad day. But i ending up laughing with my friends at the plaza during lunch talking about it.

Hopefully this is to void bad karma

2008-11-04T19:39:00.000+08:00

Check your Mail-Box

Im sorry

2008-11-03T16:03:00.003+08:00

.I'm sorry.
.what else could i say.
.but sorry and it would never happen again.

I stay in love by Mariah Carey

2008-10-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Song Title: I stay in Love

Genre: Ballad

Album: E=MC2

Artist: Mariah Carey

Video: Available in Youtube

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTGXa5U6xn4)

After her Smash hit - Touch My body, Bye Bye and I'll be loving you long Time, Mimi have release her much inticipated single "I stay in love". The song which was writen by mimi herself.The lyric is truly deep yet simple. The song is mainly about someone who have just broken up with his/her lover yet the love that he or she feels cant be forgetten. The song is compliment by a really sad video. About a Las Vegas showgirl whom boyfriend used her. Her sadness is clearly reflected in the video and i have to say, Mimi really potrayed it evry well. Though i belive the video had a un-important starting but the whole video is awesome. Using the same theme like "My all" of black and white and "to the roof top" of Las Vegas setting, I stay in Love is sure Number one hit.

Movie Review

2008-10-28T18:01:00.001+08:00

Movie Title: High School Musical 3

By: Disney Productions & Buena Vista dist.

Cast:

Zach Efron

Vanessa Hudgens
Ashley Tisdale

Corbin Blue

Monique Coleman

Duration: 1hr 40min

Before i write-write, Mr.Aidy this is Zach Efron. Yes more charming than you =p

OK. So after pouring my heart out at reb-box and fill my stomach at pelita Klcc, Yana suggest to watch movie. Since all of us agreed, we went to pavi as it had cheap parking. I just follow cause i ahve no car. hehehe...

So we arrive at 8pm and got the tickets for a 9.10pm show. What to do? we washing machine our eyes. Me and matme walk infront to see how did pavi fair that day. Good? bad? In the end matme gave bad but i wil give "Boleh tahan" lar. There was nice view. Especially the one when i was buying drink with E. YUMMY.... ( Im taken BTW, but a liltle sight seeing dosent hurt)

Alright back to movie, we went in the cinema and sat at the sits. I got sit number 8. Beside Matme and Yana. As we tuck into our sits, i open my popcorn and Chicken Hotdog and eat =)

Then the movie start. I have to say, the movie was a wholesome teen goodness. Like Macdonalds.Its not good, but who dosent love fast food. But credit to the song writers. Kudos, i was feeling the song until i need a hand to hold. But yana pulak beat me. Terus hilang feeling. Plus good cheographing. I wonder how many shoes did vanessa broke and how many times did she stumble upon while getting the right scene. I do appreciate Mr.Kenny Ortega for making Zach act well, plus using really eye catching costume. In All i give the show 3.5 star but since Zach is in it 4 star. Worth your money and time.

After the movie, we went to Jalan Yap Kwan Seng for a cuppa and laughter and directing miss.Lost Sara. There we join Hid and Dayang. My first time meeting them but click =)

Next plan? hallowen!

Deepavali day out - Red box

2008-10-28T16:31:00.000+08:00

Its was a holiday in Malaysia, as the country celebrated hindu's prime celebration "Deepavali" which also known as 'The festival of Lights'.

As a malaysian is only right, even if you are not celebrating but to enjoy the holiday as well. So, i join Yana,E,Ben,Reha,Agus and Mas for jamming session@ Red Box Sogo Kuala Lumpur.

- End of Formal Introduction-

I was damm tired. I slept at 7am upon finishing my assignments and stuff. But i needed to keep my words, before yana turns into faizal and chop me off. Since i cancelled our club nite last friday, plus i miss my sis yana spears. I sleep for 4 hours and get ready.

*to whom who didnt know i took the rapid kl bus, Lrt (Aliran Kelana Jaya) and walk to sogo ( Harap Maklum) .

As i arrive, i could see mas who was in deepavali mood. Her dress has "Kuch kuch ho ta hey" writen all over it.Yana pulak, was singing. She was may i say in her ZONE.

Prove? here!

(Macam uji-bakat AF je)

*The room was filled with many talents.

Such as:-

Mr.Agus a.k.a (Penyanyi Macho)

Mr.E (a.k.a Penyanyi feeling artist)

Mr.Ben (a.k.a Back-up singer)

Mr.Zuan (a.k.a Penyanyi Rindu bayangan)

Miss Yana (a.k.a Penyanyi Confident)

Miss Reha (a.k.a Penyanyi Powerhouse)
Miss Masz (a.k.a Penyanyi Versatile)

*Antara lagu lagu yang dinyanyi:

Rindu Bayangan - by me
- Last song of the day

Rela by Reha

-we did the head banging

Aku pencinta wanita by E

-Controversial skit

Stay the same by all of us

-everyone really sing

Sengol-sengolan by me,masz and yana

-Gerudi uols

*in all, we sing and had fun. Some release tension, some release talent. me? kedua-duanye.

-here are some cam-whoring moments

(No edit- Ori punya)

(E,Me,Yana)

At mr.Aloe Vera house

2008-10-27T05:35:00.000+08:00

Since Miss Nescafe wrote about our nite at Miss curly Wurly's house- URL (http://otakkopi.blogspot.com)
Im writing about what happend at my place. Since there is a connection about it. "Interface assignment" which im so proudly would like to mention that i have done with it!

back to my story, while im writing this, Miss madu-Berdarah is surfing photobucket and petani is sweeping.

So the night start with petani, came with KFC, cause i was damm hungry. I thought lunch and dinner was going to be out, so i didnt cook or what so ever. Since my plan was backfired for today, which im kinda geram but is ok. jap, i dah melereng..

So, petani brought KFC and we ate. Then miss. my-bf frm sudan came we chat. Interface was not being done yet.Only after 20 minits i decide to do. =)

Then miss Madu berdarah came, and i wanted to show her a pic on this really yummy person. So petani, madu bedarah and me sat in front of my lappy and waited. Alamak! i didnt know that that guy was a perv, and put his 'Jari' pics on the net. All of us burst into laughter. We laugh more when i click next and more 'Jari' came out.

Then, thought of our XXX will go away, Petani had to say that Mariah breast was and i quote "Gila..fuh, bergetah kot"

and we laugh. i had tears and we mention about jari. hehehehe

memamg gila seyh. haaaaaaaaaaaa.......

and now its 6.14 am, and still i cant sleep...

hmm.... someone sing me a song!

7 TOP best dating plans - by yours truly

2008-10-25T11:03:00.000+08:00

So, your in a relantionship and want to get to know your other half better or just want to make your your relantionship to the next level. Here are some dating plan that you can follow to make it happend!

NO.7

- Home date-

Well, this is meant for those who are above the one month status, because going to your other half house is a big thing. What you can do in "Home date" is that you can rent a DVD, prepare some snacks and play board-games. Usually its better to start off with board games that challenges both of you. Trust me, you will be in a lot of laughther. Then, mellow down with a romantic movie if you wanna be close to him, A horror movie, to make him care for you or a comedy film, to be happy with him. Plus there's so many thing you can do at home that can make him or her feel love.Don't forget to prepare healthy snacks!

NO.6

- Date in the ZOO -

I have to say, this is one of my favourite picks place to visits. Can you imagine, you and your patner walking around seeing animals.. not only it will improve your knowledge, this will be the time where you or your patner wil make jokes on how much the monkey resembles you or how the hippo looks like you. Plus, while walking at the quite alley, you can ask question like intimates ones.. and wont who doesnt like to be kiss in a place where is full of animal watching? WILD huh..

NO 5

- Dating trip to the jungle -

Take Taman Negara as the background of your exotic date, bring a big blanket and a tent, and you are all set for a romantic yet dirty date. Flash light is a must and pack as well your sexy swimming suits to boost the sensual attraction while swimming. Yeap definitly a no.5 sopt date for the top 7 best dating plan.

NO 4

- A romantic gateway to your hometown-

Yea, it may sound like overwhelming. Hometown= Family, but choose a date where is less crowded and make sure your family dosent know.Surprise for them. Bring him/her back to see the place where you grow up. Your other half will appreciate it and it will make him/her feel closer. if she or he could adapt, you can sense that your relantionship will be an exciting one.

NO 3

- Ice-cream date-

Simple as it sound and quite cost effective. You dont have to indulge Hagen-dazz or Baskin robbins. Buy magnum ice-cream and take a walk to the city. Use the public transport to test thier patient. Not only this could bring thier real characters that you were dying to see, but at the end of the date, you will get a kiss that you will remember.

NO 2

- An intimate Dinner -

Why go for dinner at a fancy restaurants. COOK! surprise him/her with your culinary skills. The place? A romantick park with candles. Here you can eat while getting closer. A sure win to heart.

NO 1

- Surpise Date -

Imagine, you just finish your work. As you walk to your car, you get a note - drive to Cafe de'rionte'. So, you drive to the cafe and see your other half at the table with a big smile. A pleasant surpise. Even how tired you are, you will just completly forget about it and just want to enjoy.

So, there you go. 7 Best dating plan by yours truly. If you do try it, tell me about it.

Joke =)

2008-09-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

For 2 years a man was having an affair with anItalian woman.One night, she confided in him that she wasPregnant.

Not wanting to ruin his reputation Or his marriage, He paid her a large sum ofMoney if she would go to Italy to secretly haveThe child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, He would also provide child support until the child Turned 18.

She agreed, but asked how he would know when theBaby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to Simply mail him a post card, and write 'Spaghetti' On the back. He would then arrange for the childSupport payments to begin.

One day, about 9 months later, he came home to hisConfused wife. 'Honey!,' she said, 'you received a very strangePost card today..' 'Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain itLater,' he said.

The wife obeyed and watched asHer husband read the card, turned white,And fainted.

On the card was written:

Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti.Three with meatballs, two without.Send extra sauce.'

Great reads

2008-09-21T02:21:00.001+08:00

Melody,
is like a first impression.
We hear it,
and we like it,
then we want to read the lyrics.
we search the meaning of it.....
we fall in love with the song.....
~Drew barymoore~

~when you fall in love, you have to be strong. Dont give in too much. untill u know the other part is passionate for you~
-me-

but sometimes you can help it, you just want to go a step futher. yet u know..that the other person my find it too much. then u stop. the last thing u wanna do is make the other half feel that way.

Correction
~when you fall in love, be yourself. if your way is showing care even if too soon. then be it. sincerity is important. let the other half know who you are. if the other half likes it. then go slow..... you have a long way to do stuff that will suprise him...

=)

ye aku dh mengarut.....

Nyte nyte...............

Happy Birthday Godma....

2008-09-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

What the fuck happend with the curry?
-It did not get fuck
~Godma and me~

Chynthia Beatrice Ham A.k.A My Godmother

Though my throat was soaring, my fever was up a bit, and my spirit was down due to a very disturbing incident the night before, I love my godma. So going to damansara eventhough it took me for 2 hours. I couldnt care.

Today, 20.SEPTEMBER.2008, my godma now is 52. We had the best time today. Me and her. She was at the kitchen and me being loud, i shout. Godma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and she was like "hah, make noise somore" hehehehe. I felt like i was at ipoh. My cousin was there Mag (che che), Vanessa ( mui mui) was there...which i miss so much. Though i was feeling down and had some issues of my own. I did not wanna spelt it. Though i did told D. Thank god for his straight comment.ok. Happy Story.

She cook curry, we had kebab, curry puff to die for frm Damansara Utama, noodles from Pj ( francis) and cake frm segambut.

I ate a lot, like usual. and eat more. dah larh i sakit.... and there was 2 really cute guest. Puppies... Chivas and Summer. Adorable.

We ate, we watch drama, we laugh, some of us. and blew the cake............

My College friends

2008-09-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

Some of my college friends. Ika,jerry,wawan,everlyn,echa,dya, zikah and sita...... During shopping in alamanda, lepaking at plaza, magical night, web class and clubbing night.

Just till this november.

2008-09-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

Since i was going to study in Limkokwing, i didnt bother on looking a place to stay as i knew i wanted to live in the out campus in Puchong, pulau meranti. At first , when i reach the campus i was quite impress. Condo as a hostel? Not bad. Till i live in it. Haiya.....

The students here are quite nice, some very friendly and the rest are ok. just a few that i feel, quite uneasy with. But at the same time here i found some really nice great friends.

Echa,Ika,Wawan,Lukfi,Everlyn,pin pin,jiuta,jerry,vera,hani,kyra,razak,kamal,eein,mustapha,pit gb,najib,hori,amin,albert and few more.

But the things is i started to feel like im at the wrong place now. Which wanna make me want to move to perhaps cyberjaya where the bus is free and is easier for me to take transport to go to the city..... ( dun ask why)

but i am going to miss this place. a lot of memory..... but life goes on......

so the search on looking for a place near cyber so that if i take the erl, 20 mins ill be in sentral is on.....

2 years absent

2008-09-18T12:22:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since i fall in love. Two years is quite sometime huh? well, it took me that long, so i can prepare myslef and and when im ready, i can commit. Love is heavy responsibilty and have to be taken with really great care.

So, yeah. Im back in the field of love, where i adore,enjoy most. Who dosent.

something that started with an add, click, message,calls and meet.

To be honest i just didnt knew it could reach to this level, and now hoping it will never downgrade.

You know, that person. Whom you cant keeping getting off your mind. Who you constant think, Who makes you smile when he calls, or sms. Those things that he does make you feel 100 million bucks. The person you can comfortably be yourslef. Where being with him makes u happy. Im surely feeling this stuff...

Though im taking this as it flows and hope for the best. I cant deny my heart has taken away by him. Though it looks too soon, but sure feel like years... but not in a rush. still a long way to go..

im happy...and grateful this happend.

~dah nie je i akan share. If not terlebih sudah. hehehe...

happy berpuasa...

Geram....

2008-09-18T12:22:00.001+08:00

Geram....

dah tak tahu apa nak ckp. hehehehe

14 years Michell.. and Finally

2008-09-18T12:22:00.000+08:00

What a pleasent suprise i had today. A really great suprise. My childhood friends since i was 7 years old text me. Michell. We departed ever since she left Johor, simpang renggam batalion 5 pph camp.

This is awesome. We already set a date to meet. incredible.

Cant wait.

Mohamad Azuan Bin Mohamad Arifin@ Zuan Ham Is........

2008-09-17T16:59:00.000+08:00

The nicest person you will meet
- But try not to mess with me, cause if you. You're in a big trouble.

A shoppaholic
-Guilty. I am, but i pandai pandai simpan duit for shopping.

A simple person
-Banyak yang tak percaya, but i am. Just get to know me better and you'll see how simple i am.

Somestime Complicated
-Sometimes je

A good listener
-People say i am..

Good with fashion,life and relantionship
- I pandai jugak lar, but for myself sometimes i seek others for help. Hey, humblism is good.

A milk person
- Yup, i drink 25 boxes of milk in a month. Low fat punya. =)

A loyal person
- I can bet u on this

In love
- Yup..

A big brother
- to my dear sister echa and ika from indonesia and wawan....

A Mariah carey Fan
-I have her full cd collection back in Ipoh, where my mum keeps. Its hers and mind. Something we share. I adore this women.

A romantick guy
- Yup..........

Miss him family
- I miss my mum in ipoh, my brother in arab, my Che Che and Mui Mui in Damansara, Joan is Ampang,Clara in bercham,Amely in PJ, A.yvone in Subang SS15, Adrian in Us, Shaun in Boston, A.christein in Canada, U.Felix in Cempaka, Syafiq in melaka.Nadia in Kota damansara.

A Cat and puppy person
- They are simply adorable

A Red,white,black,yellow and green guy
- Though my favourite colour is Purple and white

A flower and chocolate guy
- I am??? hehehehe...........

A Clubber and drinker
-Not always.. sometimes. Magarita,cosmo,vodcka my Fav.

A Smoker?
-Well, those who knw me will be shock, but i smoke when im down...

A clean freak
-I clean at times.. just dont like dirty places.

A big eating machine
- I love to eat..yum yum...

A cam-whore
- Guilty.

A chocolate person
-White chocolate...hmmmmmmmmm

A caramel monchiato Fan
-hmmmmmmmmm........................

A movie go-er
-Yeah..... Who cried during SEX n THE CITY?

A music person
-Yup. R n B, pop, Rock, Trans, Ballads

Missing his friends
-Ipoh : bead,cammy,adzam,azim, A wai, uncle pang, kevin, ah seng, u.Charles, karl
-Kl: Phaty,shiva,jj,shikin,cicul,kyra,tasha,kamal,adam,taufik,razak,dya,nira,
ali,josh,jonathan,zikah,dira,nallena,eqa,wawan,echa,pin pin,juita,yugi
-Johor - shahrul, aeril

A book person
-after taking literature as a major in my foundation. i just love books.

A poetic person
- i write poems to express myself.

A healthy person
- saya ambil herbalife, saya senam dan saya ambil brands.

A cook
- i cook. pasta, thai, chinese, curry,asam pedas, bbq. I baked too.. Cheese cake, chocolate moist, brownies.

A memory person
-yea.. i suka kumpul-kumpul memory

A non literate web tech guy
- i blonde when comes to application in my laptop.

A myspace guy, Friendster, facebook and Blog person
- www.myspace.com/sailon_007
- www.friendster.com/zuanfinham
yang lain i lupa url...

A forgetful person
- when comes to my wallet,hp.. yang lain pandai

A savvy person
-Sometimes

A good helper
-yup

A very suka jalan jalan guy
-i like to travell and see places

A shisha guy
-yup

A sensitive guy
-yes i am

A susah nak 'Merajuk' person
- when i do, habislah korang

A smiling person
-I love to smile

A basic, avareage with really good extra plus point guy
- Hehehe...ada paham?

A passionate person
-yes i am...

A guy who would do anything for my love
- =)

alright. i stop here. if there's anymore, i would tell you...

Out of the city

2008-09-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

Since mid term was coming and the stress of wanna do well was erupting, i just couldn't resits, when D invitated me back to his home town. I was like hometown=Kampung=peace=calming. So i agreed. That reason which influence me only 10% why i accepted was good enough to make a perfect 100% confirmation.

So I pack my stuff, not knowing how many days, where and what ( D didnt tell me) i just pack some few shorts,boxer,shirt and the essential kit of travelling Toothbrush and facial stuff ( it my own eseential kit).

So travel to sentral where D pick me up, when and pick up his mum and sis and of to Seremban. Yeah right. It was more like Kuala Pilah! which turn out to be a great peace gateway. The journey let me sight on beautiful greenery and winding roads with a really township feeling.

Before heading to his 'kampung' we stop to buy some stuff from the supermarket and bazaar ramadhan for breaking fast time.

Upon reaching, i could sense that D wanted to be in his hometown very much. I dont know, but i could feel.

I meet his family, we talk abit and me being a lousy guest, not helping instead join D for a nap. Hahaha... Such a lousy guest i am.

Night falls and it was time to "makan"! First i wasnt that sure i could handle the food cause i thought there we going to be cook either with petai or durian. But i feel in love with the "lemak cili api" God it was to die for. Seriously i havent had such nice lovely " lemak cili api" yummy! ( God, now im hungry)

Then we walk around the kampung with few kids and played badminton. I still think D was giving excuses on why he could hit the ball. Hehe =P

At this point, i knew that we were going to sleep over. Thank god i packed! Sleep..sleep..sleep.. which D could just sleep..sleep..sleep..

The next day, as i woke up around 9am, no one at home. except D who was sleeping....sleeping...sleeping... But perhaps he was tired of work and i shouldnt make him look so lazy here but lets just shut an eye. hehehe...

Then after waking up just in time for breaking fast, we ate and prepared to leave his kampung.

A great journey it was. On a personal note and being in kampung with a slow pace life really make u feel so relaxs..

Thanks D for invitating...

Me and many me ( The recent me)

2008-09-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

Intro of the Blogger.

2008-09-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

Well this is my first blogg. It seems everyone has one these days, so i thought i have one too. I do love to write so, shouldn't be a trouble, though I'm blonde with technology but i strive to create blogg that i love and hope you guys do to.

This is my story. The story which going to be base on my life. Zuan Arifin Ham story. Though through times you will read and understand that i may plot my story using "case studies" or "Play Role". Trust me, the joy of me writing these type will be felt. It does create the feeling of doubt and excitement. My blogg would be more on a personal note. Love, Relationship , Friendship and life wonders. Though details would usually be on my daily journal, i would share one or two details.

Right more on me now. I'm a very sensitive person. Seriously, i am. Though i don't show it. People who are close to me usually the ones can detect my sensitivity. Hopeless romantic guy. Guilty as charge i am. Loyal. Funny.Crazy.Sweet.Cute.Fragile ( like a thin glass).Over the top ( on events and assignments). Simple guy ( serious i am) but demanding ( in a way)

I'm still a student, in Limkokwing University, Cyberjaya Campus in Malaysia. Staying in Puchong- Desaria villa condo - its a home for Limkokwing students. With a really a ZOO feeling at times. Taking Broadcasting and Journalism degree. First year, First semester. Don't get me wrong, i may come from a small town of Ipoh, but this small the same level of charisma of any individuals in KL. =)

I was brought in a simple, mix parentage family in Ipoh. We are called "The Hams". Not Pork ham, though it spell and pronounce the same. This is the BURMESE+CHINESE+GERMAN+MALAY Ham's.

Through my day's blogg you will know me better. So I'm going to stop here, and start my blogg. At my table, near a window of my condo stairs on the first floor.

my shtor-wee

Its for you - keep the faith

Confession

Tagged by aidy

The rule :*Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, andpost it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

The Age Of The Coming Birthday

The Place i would visit

The Favourite place

Im back

Vague hope

Is like taking out a pin from my vein.

Tagged by Ngok

love story- Taylor swift

Holiday!

Tag by Hani

For you.....

im currently listening to :-

Dedication

My answer

For you......

Mariah Carey - updates

Facebook or Myspace?

Bila rasaku ini rasamu

If i were a boy - Beyonce

Web site creation- part one

It's official

T-shirt by Shontelle

As i promise Che che. Ham's in Blog

hehe..

Week 14 - laundry, keys and Notes

Terima Kasih Cinta by Afgan

Shirt,seats,Taxi,Ladies and its wonders

Im sorry

I stay in love by Mariah Carey

Movie Review

Deepavali day out - Red box

At mr.Aloe Vera house

7 TOP best dating plans - by yours truly

Joke =)

Great reads

Happy Birthday Godma....

My College friends

Just till this november.

2 years absent

Geram....

14 years Michell.. and Finally

Mohamad Azuan Bin Mohamad Arifin@ Zuan Ham Is........

Out of the city

Me and many me ( The recent me)

Intro of the Blogger.